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I will wait for that day -
The day I win again.
The day when thoughts of her fill me with excitement, happiness and warmth.
The day when I have someone to care for me again.
The day when there will be absolutely no boundaries or secrets.
The day when she belongs completely to me, and I belong to her completely.
The day when coming back home will be something I can look forward to.
The day when I can trust her completely, even more than I can trust myself, and the day I aspire to make myself worthy of her trust.
I look forward to that day when I am completely at peace in someone's arms, as she would be in mine, and the rest of the world does not matter.
I will wait for the day when life becomes bearable again.
I will wait for the day I find her again.
But is it becoming time to get back to this bloody world, and the jungle that is life?

